Lame

I saw KITTENS today.  They're so cute! Alex's little black cat had a tiget one and a completly black one! i was like LOOK AT THE BABIES!!!!!!!!

Alright it's been a really long time since my last entry and i thought i may start it up again.  See i told you i would be surprised if i kept it up.  Well a lot has happend since what March 11th?  My feelings towards a certain someone has been draped in apathy over the last week.  I broke down and called her to wish her a happy birthday yesterday but i was an idiot i meant to call her before she got home so as not to speak with her and jsut leave a message but i waited too long.  Oh well i almost felt bad when i was talking to her because she was crying all day.  I don't understand how people can be so sad on their birthday's seriously it's pathetic if you're under 25 anything after that is worth crying about! Well it does suck how she has no friends and gave them up for a guy who only comes to her house to fuck her and then leave. that's sad, disgusting, fucked up.  Oh well in a way i feel like i should chill with her cause i know what it's like to be alone and i don't think anyone should have to deal with that. Haha WAIT! One exception a person who is named after a gun and continuously misses the hint that NO ONE wants him at their table. Anyway on to others things.  Wow on a good note.  Ali and I are friends again.  It's amazing! I'm really happy that happiest i've been in a while.  The year and half we spent apart really made a difference. We hung out on a thursday i think and it was as if nothing had ever changed we were as crazy as we always were except now she drive a SUV and i drive a little sportscar(haha i know you're laughing) instead of vice versa.  And AW MAN impulse buy ICING!!!!! Great oh and a little present was left for the chinese lady at the buffet.  I hope she likes a little boogie in her meat!  Then Friday when to the opera and OH MY GOD! i loved the dress i wore it was amazing i wanted to rape myself everytime i looked in the mirror and this one boy that went holy fucking lord did he look hot. Aaa...N...Y..WAY... then saturday hahaha I'm a whore and i need to stop and yea...so there was a party and wow was is fun it was like summer was finally here.  Then went back to my house didn't get much slept but i dont' know why...